Skip to main content


Its been bothering me that my last entry seemed to lack all emotion. Very dry. Listing occurrences, but not feelings. Meh. I was experimenting with making gin and tonics.. so I could blame the intoxication.

I called in sick today after I woke up at midnight to coughing and wheezing. I fell asleep a few times after waking up, but only to the point of lying down and dreaming as though they were hallucinations. I got in quite a bit of reading of the Picture of Dorian Gray this morning. I’m not sure why Dorian’s last name is spelling with an a, where as in the book the color grey is spelled with an e. So far the book has been a lot of bourgeois intelligence talk, which is nice, especially in contrast to the conversations I get to be a part of on a daily basis while working. My complaint of the customers not knowing how to phrase a question instead of just demanding something, was perhaps proven and denied at the same time as a lady the other day yelled “question” at me from about three aisles away..

Apart from reading, I finished watching all of SG1, including the two films post series, while working on the picture for my parents. I still don’t feel done with the picture for the folks, though it does look like it could be done. I misspelled my own city’s name… I think that I might cover that sign up with some kind of collage, much like the poster on the wall. Though that poster as well feels unfinished, perhaps a little bit of acrylic paint to add image over the text of a ‘pocketed’ sugar packet.

I finally started cleaning my round selection of rapidograph pens. I got the 00 and the 1 working, but I have as well found out that the 0 was broken with the fine little wire being stuck in dried ink and broken off from the cylinder below. If I start to use the rapidographs more I won’t be able to do the same thing that I have been doing with my micron pens because they don’t have little clips in which to keep them in my holster. Meh. At least I have this round thing in which to keep them. It would be nice to have a big drafting desk in which to work on my pen work on. One day. I’m still quite curious as to how this living in Missoula is going to work. When applying for the room they only asked two things, one about alcohol consumption (where I think I was a bit lax in answering because I do enjoy a nice gin an tonic at the end of the day… or perhaps even a nice glass or two of wine), and the other question was what my major is. If worse comes to worse, at least it will only be a few months and not a whole year.

The previous paragraph seemed to get away from me…

Comments

Popular posts from this blog

French underworld tattoos at the turn of the century. The man sports a tattooed mustache intended to foil the prohibition of facial hair in the Foreign Legion. The World of Tattoo by Maarten Hesselt van Dinter. I can only dream of being anywhere near that combination of badass and crazy. Though at that point the Foreign Legion was probably still the best place for criminals to get their record cleaned so perhaps he is as well quite legitimately scary upon all of that. I find myself flipping back to this page time and time again to romanticize the French underground from around 1900. Give him an accordion, a beret, and some braces. Prostitutes who could easily kill you if you ever come up short and tattoo the names of their ‘actual’ lovers between their breasts, close to their heart. Tattoo ‘Je mother fucking t’aime’ in a tattoo cursive along my collar bones.

Windy Coffee. [part 1]

Fulya was looking at my sketchbook the other day and remarked that she liked the random sketch that I had made of some girl that I saw walking along with a little plastic cup of coffee during the wind storm a few weeks past. As I still have some small pieces of very good watercolor paper [that I had sized to be used for some small frames I had collected but did not have anything to put in them yet], I thought that perhaps I could transfer a little sketch to a little piece of paper to play with techniques. Namely the layering of water colors. Something that I know I have been working on a lot, but practice makes perfect. I also wanted to see how using my new mechanical pencil filled with blue graphite would work in hiding my lines as I initially worked. I forgot to take a picture of the transition between not having the girl inked at all to inking her and starting the background. I was having a hell of a time trying to figure out a setting in which to put her. At first I was th...
I finished the painting of the girl and her accordion enough to take it in for the critique in painting class. I still kind of want to darken the background a bit more to make her stand out more as well as add detail to the ‘speaker’ on the accordion, but perhaps I also just need to be finshed before I ruin it. The critique was a bit of a disappointment. The reactions from all the other students was that it was kitsch and not a true represenation of France. The professor added in that it was painted well, but in a style that has been outdated for almost a century. Again the language barrier prevented me from defending myself adequately. Although after class I went up to the professor to ask if he had any recommendations on contemporary artists I could look up, which I hope helped him see that I am not an idiot.. So now I would like my next painting to be a bit more ‘modern.’ I have another piece of cardboard in my room that I think I would like to use of this new idea, but as ...