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Spring Break!

I would be showing off my titties more except it has been so fucking cold.


I’m back in Seattle. Unannounced and bouncing from couch to couch. Sharing tales. Buying coffee with a grin as I call up the people I always want to see but somehow never see. I’m taking all the blame for that these days. The hundreds of miles apart thing.


I’ve been showing Olivia that part of my world that was the end of my teenage years and the beginning of… my decline? ‘used to be so clean with the only drinking tea’ Now I’m just hoping that tea will recenter, renew, re…


Reality has been an existential existence. Perhaps I am just tired. No longer trained in the pace of the city dweller. Feeling always a few inches out of my own skin. Shrinking at the sight of my reflection on the mirrored building walls. An empty grin with a chuckle for the unprocessed thought.

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