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Where all my evenings have gone… (sorry for the poor quality photo, but I hear that shitty cell phone pictures are all the rage these days) We are printing our Day of the Dead blocks this Wednesday. I am looking to finish it tomorrow in class with the use of a drill to create the transitions and hopefully some image of grime.

I was hoping to get into the drawing studio to work on my makeup drawing homeworks but it was packed all evening (even more so at midnight when I left the art building) and my legs and back were killing me from all the hunching over to carve my block, so I decided to come back to apartment and perhaps crash since I had such difficulty falling asleep last night.

It is weird to think that only a year ago I was moving back to Seattle. I wish I hadn’t been so blinded and stupid, but I guess that is life and the experiences to learn from. Seems like a night to break into the all natural ginger ale and whiskey and put on Henry and June.

It seems that the longer I am in Missoula the more I feel as though I am becoming asexual. It seems to be a lack of interest over anything else. Sure there are people here, people that I can call attractive, but no one I have met yet can really send my heart ‘a flutter.’ In part I find it strange, but on the other hand I don’t really have the time for anyone but myself with all the schoolwork and extracurriculars I am involved with. Meh.
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