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After the shitty day of giving presentations in my broken French I decided that I should make something for myself that I have been craving.

Fajitas. Well, like my broken French, these are more so my broken attempt at fajitas, but it was because I am missing a lot of necessary things to make them correctly, like a frying pan. I keep holding out that I might find a nice cast iron frying pan at the market, but that has yet to happen. There also isn’t going to be a ‘braderie’ market here for a couple of more weeks, which makes me a bit frustrated, but that is just how life is.

I still think about that beautiful 30 euro oil lamp I didn’t get at the last market. I’m pretty sure it has appeared in some of my bizarre French dreams since.. Also it pops into my head whenever I am working on something in the evening and can’t use my lamp because the bulb is dead and the only available outlet is next to my sink. To sit at my desk in France and paint by oil lamp light… yeah, I probably should have bought it.

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